waiting for zen

it wasn't too much fun i don't guess. sitting aroung the house doing nothing saying nothing to no one. four calls today: 9:35 am - mom to tell me i am worthless. 11:48 am - mom to tell me i am very worthless. 1:12 pm - hang up. 3:52 pm - mom to tell me i am very very very worthless. i haven't answered the phone since. i got paged from a friend and babbled his way on and of for a few clicks then dozed off and woke to try my hand at yogi's (from the new fireside chats)new diary at stumblnround. had fun. he is out of town but left an entry before he left. chew on that for a bit and spit it out or swallow it whole it's all the same. get used to it. this is how life goes.

forecast: the candles on the porch will melt from the heat, it won't rain, and the likelihood of misery is high. no one anywhere is thinking about you.

2002-09-21 | 7:12 p.m.
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