a note to say

these days are so much more than they used to be, but it's only because they matter less.

i am undergoing a great softening, a changing of limb speeds and elaborations. i am opening only at first light of day, closing only at death. colors are widening, life is taking place inside a giant vaccum. i have all the room in the world to think, to interpret. my internal chords are being torn away. even my sight seems crisp, clear.

i am at once completely receptive and wildly stream-lined.

today is another day. i am free of my irregularities, bad variations, emptiness.

i am opening.

i should tell you about my trip. but later.

2006-02-09 | 2:02 a.m.
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