change with the changing things (little by little)

and jammed up into a crowded ledbetter car headed downtown to try a few things i wanted to go by and see the deal with- had my headphones on drowning the sound of crowds (populated like people's republics) and sat down to a little morrisey and flipped through a book i'd brought started going through word by word and gathering the story, quietly, everything changed like love and so many people had left a couple stops ago and (also like love) i hadn't seen them go and i kept thinking about that kept thinking how strange and sad it is when a thing that once was so unavoidable no monstrous and huge before you just wittles away until you don't even notice it's passing. things like that are my fault my problem and i know it see it got that part down cold as alaska but i can't stop doing it can't seem to put my knowing into play and start to notice start to pay attention to the in-betweens that tell you a thing is changing and soon it won't be anything like what it was and getting used to it is best

2004-07-03 | 1:48 p.m.
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