process/calculate

like most things: easier to do than to say. one when takes you can think about it ponder it shake it around in the spin cycle of gray matter mush like great stone buddhas cross-refferencing your insides, sloppiness. but it gets you nowhere. there is and yes and could doesn't factor in it can't it won't it never will, see?

we're losing ground.

so we ramble on, trudging snow and murk with watered-down reasons- resurfacing only for enough air to keep out of sight a while longer. let's lose again. we so often do. let's just go keep going keep stepping left right left foot forward and downward, loss. i get achy just thinking about it. interest is a series of unlost pages.

the processes are unimportant.

2004-08-01 | 5:59 p.m.
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